What your taste tells about you
「The preemptive distancer」
You are not cold. You are trying not to collapse from expecting too much.
Looking at all 9 picks together, relationship anxiety comes through most clearly in 3 of them, followed by power imbalance (3) and safe comfort (2). That said, relationship anxiety swings the most from pick to pick, some lean in hard while others pull back, giving your taste a real push-and-pull quality.
Choosing "Lookism", "The Extra’s Academy Survival Guide", and "Eleceed" together stands out: you seem drawn to stories where closeness is wanted, tested, and protected by a little distance.. Meanwhile, "X & Ash" hints at something quieter underneath: holding a private need to prove yourself.
Your taste suggests someone who wants closeness but keeps an exit route ready. You are moved by loyalty because part of you keeps testing whether people stay when you are difficult to read. You create distance before anyone else gets the chance to disappoint you, then quietly hope someone notices the door was never fully locked. Stories about hesitant trust and people returning after being pushed away stay with you because they make a private wish feel possible: that someone could understand your defenses without punishing you for having them.
Hidden desire
Someone who comes closer without forcing you to ask. And because "The Extra’s Academy Survival Guide" sits furthest from the rest of your grid, what you may actually want is a safe place that does not require constant effort.
Best match
Someone patient with distance.
Avoid
Anyone who mistakes caution for rejection.